I am so done.
[I actually have a lot of cool thoughts to write about (no worries, i've been taking notes!), but i have ZERO energy to do anything beyond write a couple sentences and crawl into bed. also, we've been having bad computer problems all day, so my desire to sit any longer on this lame machine is about zilch. but at least we didn't lose our hard drive!!!!]
anyways.
I've had very little free time (even at night) the last couple weeks, and it's taken it's toll. I am worn out. utterly spent. tired of moving. getting angry at life "norms" because i'm not getting filled. so sick of sickness in this household. and angry that i can't get a little perspective to recognize it's just some cold/flu stuff and will be gone soon enough.
(Come on, Carlene, people have major sickness all the time and learn to deal, how come you can't handle some normal sick time from yourself/family?
no clue.)
All I know is I'm empty. I'm angry. I"m tired. I'm negative. not a good combination.
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